An Independent Life, Journey toward Struggle

Well let me explain in few word ,when I haven't word to express what's going inside me, if I feel ignored I choose write my feelings in my notes ~digital notebook 😊 and after that love to post on my wall, its really gives me peace for a while, I honestly don’t know what I want in life, I don’t even know what I want right now, All I know is that it hurts so much inside, and it’s eating me alive,One day there won’t be anything left of me Sometimes, you just need that one person to tell you that you aren’t as bad as you think you are, And this point to be noted , The very worst kind of sadness is the kind that doesn’t have an explanation because It’s hard to answer the question what’s wrong? My Life is just like music of my gallery I enjoy music when I am happy. But I understand the lyrics when I feel sad.I really want to be happy, but there’s something inside me that screams that you don’t deserve it. fuck, I’m not really sad.But late at night when I’m alone, or when I fill pressure , I usually go on the rooftop and I just forget how to feel. I really don't why. I feel empty I feel completely lost in my own mind. I bottle up my emotions until I burst and in this situation I love to blow a cigarette and lose my feelings anxiety and all pressure .this is my life , kindly ignore grammatical error and also my thought about life.

Enjoy every moment of your life,live like today is your last day.

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